I've been here over a month now... I want out of here.

I start work at the Pool in Taylor on sunday... i'm going to be working 50 hours a week between the two pools now... plus house sitting, plus trying to find time to see my friends in town (not that i have many left up here) and to talk to my friends that I can't see because they live too damn far away. Damn this need for money, it f@$#n sucks.

I bought some new paint brushes today, and some more paint... let see if i can actually get something done this summer. I have to at least get that charcoal drawing done... it's so pretty... i'm kinda scared to work on it again because it looks good the way it is, but it really needs to be finished.

I asked Tyler what he wanted me to draw for him, and he said a heart, because of his last name... well, i like doing realistic artwork... and a heart is such a geometric shape. I figured out a way to incorporate it into something... but then my computer decided "Hey, now that you have this pretty new Intuos3 so you can do some nice work on me, I won't let you use use photoshop without completely freezing up on you! muahaha!" Damn you computer and your insane slowness. I need a friken desktop computer just so i have enough ram to run some decent programs so i can do some decent work! but that means more work so i have more money, meaning less time to work on any of this 'art' that has become a pleasure of my past.

oh well... Must find time!